OK, here’s the deal : my life is so busy, and the funds are so low, I just spend too much time worrying instead of enjoying life. So this blog is there to remind me that sex is a part of life. And good sex makes for a good life.
On top of that, I’ve moved into a thrilling phase of my relationship, the exploration of the SM relationship. My key worry : not being taken care of. Ever since I’ve phrased it, my sweet has provided that as well. So I should’ve explained it better from the start. And trusted in the results. `
I should say that I’m not big on trust. I, of course, have my reasons. But reasons are not gonna help me trust any better. So forget the reasons, and trust the one who loves you. Gotta fight with myself on this one, because the hidden me feels like it’s gotta protect me like a tiger… gotta tell the hidden me that I can handle things, now.
So now, I gotta give myself permission to feel desire and go for sex whenever I want, as it’s always available (pretty much) from my sweet. Funny, but just giving myself formal permission is already freeing up things. So I think I’ll start each post with this sentence : “I give myself permission to feel desire and go for sex whenever I want!”
Now, to go on from there, I think I’ll put in each post something that turns me on, now that I’ve figured out the key to unlock access.
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